i’m so tired of not meeting my expectations
like fuck everyone else
but i can’t even make myself happy
The average audition is 7 minutes and 30 seconds long.
So if you can’t breathe, remember that a human being can hold their breath for over 9 minutes. And if you can’t think, remember that you’ve been alive for 14+ years and that this isn’t going to put an end to that. If you can’t stop shaking, remember that your show will be over 3 minutes longer that what you are about to do. I’m sure you’ve already done shows longer than this.
For 7 minutes and 30 seconds you will simply do what you were trained to do. This is not the hardest thing you will ever do. In fact, you’ll do things even more brutally terrifying after you accomplish this.
So don’t you dare let 7 minutes and 30 seconds hold you back from what you want.